Sunday, September 25, 2005

HAPPI BIRTHDAY CHARMAINE !!!!

hee.. long time since i blogged. Had dinner with cp and char last night. Just a small gathering, eating, joking, crapping, updating, blah blah. lolx.
After which, i went back to dear's hse. Was so frickin tired. zzzzz

Fine's been realli fine and good for mi. Sort of have a little dispute wif dear recently, lotsa mis-communication and misunderstanding, we sort things out though. He said sth that realli touch mi alot, n took him a great deal of courage before he blurted it out to mi. Muahaha. =x

Ooo.. n next thursday i am going into a new company ! I think i am damn lucky to meet the plant manager, he's willing to train mi from scratch, he even told mi after gaining experience, i can just leave the company to go into bigger MNC. lolx. The company is also so welfare lo.. lol.. he stil help mi negiotate for a higher salary above from wat i stated.
I am kinda excited to go, cos i bet i will be learning alot alot of new stuffs. Yeay ! Wish mi Luck ! =)

Saturday, September 10, 2005

Having alot of major moodswings lately, have no idea wat causes them. Why despite all, i stil feel so so so unhappy?
Its not good to have moodswings. It sux, i feel terrible.

I feel like crying.... haiz...

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

I have no idea wat to blog anymore...

Actually there are lotsa things that's on my mind right now, but i cant seems to be able to organise all the cluster in my brain now. The past few weeks were working and meeting up with my dear. Suddenly, i felt so guilty. I havent been spending much time with my mom. I think i should realli do that.

ooo.. Weichang's going Uk this sat, so we had a gathering last sat. But, everything went wrong, it started raining !! No doubt, i was veri veri disappointed. There's nothing i could do anyway.

I wanna get a new job !!! I totally hate my current job & due to tt, i cant seems to find any motivation to go work. Why? cos most of the time, i go n slack. What a waste of time ! I hate having nothing to do.
I kinda think that working is so boring. Or rather, is it my life thats boring. The tot of me doing the same old thing almost everyday a few years down the road leaves me feeling veri dreadful.eeekz!

Never mind about tt. Right now, i think i really need to get some organized work done in my life. Everything's fine, but i stil feel i am a mess. No proper income, so i got to get a better pay and stable job. shooox..